I Hate You.

There’s a lot of hate inside my heart.

Hate for lying to myself.

Hate for letting you in.

Hate for believing your white flag of peace.

One look and I knew what I was to you.

A stranger.

A loser.

A guy to fill a lonely night.

My heart is torn but you won’t ever get to see it again.

I’ll build my walls even higher and thicker than before.

I’ll turn my heart to stone once more.

I’ll bury it so deep that no one will ever find it.

You broke me.

I promised I wouldn’t let that happen again.

I promised I wouldn’t fall for any lie again.

I promised I wouldn’t let anyone break me.

There’s a darkness to me.

I’ll hide myself inside it.

I’ll cover myself with it.

I’ll let it consume me until all traces of your light have been snuffed out.

Never again.

I could go on for another hundred pages.

I could destroy you with my words.

I could scream until my lungs bleed.

But I won’t.

Not for you.

Not for anyone.
Not ever.